Under attack once more

Process of healing
Another set back in the process of healing.
Feeling
Waiting
Hearing
Am I really healing?
The same old process in the game of life under threat
An invasion coming from beneath the surface
The bit I knew he'd left there when he sucked it from my skin
Slurped out like a sea creature from the deep
Clasping slimy tentacles wrapped around muscle
Pulled by the surgeons tweezers
Snap
All gone?
He said it not me
I saw in my mind's eye
The little bit he'd left there
Waiting
To attack me
Not gone
A liitle bit left inside of me
The tiny minuscule particle I saw
Clasping to muscle still
Clinging on for dear life
My life
Mine?
The tiny broken tentacle
Hidden in my muscle
Deathly parasite
Ready to reproduce and reproduce again
at some time in the future
Set out to get me
And now
All grown
The process resumes
The fear
The waiting
The feeling
The the hearing of news
Now what?
The process of removal resumes